New Year, what's your resolution?

14.01.16 05:49 PM By Putri


New Year’s Eve.

I read tons of Facebook posts from my friends on NYE and how they celebrated it. As my facebook friends are in the same circle of age as me; thirties and up, most of them celebrate NYE with family. We did too. We celebrated it with Nico’s side of family. I was the type of person who chooses friends over family when it comes to celebrating something but I got docile over the last couple of years. I spend more celebrations with family now. There is at least one similarity between celebrating NYE with family or friends; there’s always unlimited amount of drinks and I find this somewhat comforting. While I was having my drink trying to cope with the alarming number of kids around, I asked myself how am I going to fill my 2016? What goals to set, how many big plans to build? Should I have a kid of my own? Then Nico’s young niece run around the house with his filthy filled diaper and laughing maniacally while his mom tries change his diaper. That answered my own question; no, I dont think I feel like running after a fast moving-diaper filler-terrorist of my own in 2016.

If anyone ask me if I have a NY resolution, I will definitely say no. Am done trying to shed off my bad habits and do more good habits. So what am I going to do with this coming year? My alcohol induced mind said that in this 2016, me and Nico, we shall just continue thriving being young(ish) and dementedly happy. Cheesus, its only few minutes after NY and my boozey mind already dropped something that my sobber mind would love! Thats a good sign. 2016 will rock!

I looked back on my 2015 front-lobe memory archives, I had a lot of happies and not much saddies in that year. (Why am I talking like babies now? This is not cute, this is creepy). Cool things happened in my 2015, more that I have expected. I did more than I could’ve imagined and visited more places than I have planned. One of the highlights of my 2015 was; I was on TV! And it was for a good reason. For someone who lives with an acute-narcistic disease like myself, that is somewhat a big deal. Maybe I will write a post about it.

I hope you beautiful bunch had a great 2015 too!

Hopefully our 2016 will be filled with fun colours and laughter!

Putri